I have never felt so relieved after months of chaos. Yes, I am leaving. I am finally leaving. And in this 2 weeks, I'm going to enjoy myself as much as possible with the team.
Felicia came back the other night, and so Jamal and me had supper with her after the shoot. It was great to see her again after a month or so. There used to be just the three of us, before the rest of the unsung heroes came. Props, wardrobe, master schedules, late nights preps were all done together by the trio. We really had no one else but each other back then.
And now I am finally leaving, the rest are making guessing games on who's the next one to go. Things are getting so screwed from left right and centre, and to actually make it through till the end is almost impossible. The only thing that kept the team going was the rapport and the silliness and laughter that follows our exhaustion.
And yes, the bitching never ends. We ended nearing to midnight last night, and Jay, Jamal and me were walking by the deserted Citylink to the train station, bitching as we went along. But then we saw the plush red sofas of a closed coffeeshouse, and we just had to sit for another half an hour to continue to bitching...
Adios to the madness. Hello lonely days ahead.
